My apologies for the lapse between postings but I have more to tell than I can just say. I now live in Missouri, USA and while Ben and I had months of being together and months apart we share a house with some of his friends and are no longer a couple but friends. Perhaps that will give you an idea of why there are lots to tell but not all at once. We still love each other a lot, do not want to lose teack of each other however as Ben groes older his thoughts are changing and i followed the old adage “if you love something set it free” and have done so. He is on his 3rd boyfriend and each one has been better for him emotionally. For now let us just say we will wait and see how things go. He is 19 and really just getting started but I am 73 and coasting. He is trying to better my life and he is doing well at that. So, let us see how this goes. More later, I assure you.